just a thought...
I'm sitting here working.. My mind somewhere else. Traveling in time and space, and yet not knowing i was brought here to this, and somehow my heart has become a pupet and you the pupetier that handles it...Where is home? I felt it in your eyes, is it still there? I wonder about life. A life much more greater than my daily circumstances and my daily routine. It is in the hope and faith for that warmth reason what binds me here fighting amogst men just to find those sunsets I viewed as a child along with the warmthh of your embrace.

Redemption Song
by Bob Marley

Old pirates, yes, they rob I;
Sold I to the merchant ships,
Minutes after they took I
From the bottomless pit.
But my hand was made strong
By the hand of the all mighty.
We forward in this generation
Triumphantly.
Won't you help me sing
these songs of freedom
Tis' all I ever have:
Redemption songs
Redemption songs
Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery;
None but ourselves can free our minds.
Have no fear for atomic energy,
'Cause none of them can stop the time
How long shall they kill our prophets,
While we stand aside and look
Oh! Some say it's just a part of it:
We've got to fulfill de book.
Won't you help me sing
these songs of freedom
Are all I ever have:
Redemption songs
Redemption songs
Redemption songs
(Guitar break)
Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery;
None but ourselves can free our mind.
Wo! Have no fear for atomic energy,
'Cause none of them-a can-a stop-a-the time
How long shall they kill our prophets,
While we stand aside and look?
Yes, some say it's just a part of it:
We've got to fulfil the book.
Won't you help to sing
These songs of freedom? -
Are all I ever had:
Redemption songs -
All I ever had:
Redemption songs:
These songs of freedom,
Songs of freedom.

I've been working my ass off lately. Loaded with things, mentaly and physically. My architecture class is so competitive and its going by so fast.
So Bush won again... I have to say that being the Democrat that I am I wanted Bush to win. 1- The man has a better govermental structure than Kerry. 2- Bush represents a structure that has their visions and values straighten up (I don't particualarly agree with all of them) but I mean this country can't get more ridiculous. 3- How can I entrust men who have hardly any notion of running a country- running the people for the people's advanatage- being robin hood is gona bite you back in the ass- look @ Argentina after Eva Peron. I love Evita but goddam girl talk about Material girl gone Robin hood. Edwards was always all rattled up when debating Chaney. True, Bush can't even talk, but at least the man admits it.. lol..I dont know its all preety much= blahh

Ahhh.. I'm so tired the only thing on my mind is to sleep cuz I have a LONG LONG weekend full of work--- I need to get out of this country or maybe just go to Boston for a while (4-5 days), visit my bf........... ...........................0_0.... best friend... haha ;) gotcha

(alejandra y monchi- scroll down)
Thinking and listening to this song. I can only say- Mentaly, spiritualy, and emotionaly. I feel as if I'm in a vast abyss..Whenever I listen to that Usher song (scroll down), or this other song- they all remind me of one person that has ment the world to me. I feel like I dont know anything anymore. In a way I fee like I'm past my friends for I can talk to them, but they don't really understand my emotions. I regret putting that person through so much (3 day's grace- i hate everything abt. u)... I guess its all about meeting people, see who says nice words, getting to know their nice words, fucking, and the fascade of a mutual care---who's next?... Is that what it is? Jealousy is the worst enemy of human kind. I feel like I have a lot of it stored in me, makes me anxious at times, and that's bad. That's why I wana leave this country so bad. Go to Spain, and forget about everyone and everything that I've ever known- open myself to a new world, new faces, new lifestyle because its less hectic and i can actually savour a day. In a way it will be running away from my problems, but fuck, I'm only human I can only take so much.