So I'm writting this to whoever still reads this webpage.

Latest News: I'm writing this fantastical, philosophical, autobiographical book, which I've been working on day and night, but it'll probably take some time to write it & publish it. On top of that, I'm working on some music "projects"- in guitar + diff. music programs. Just trying to mix some stuff; let my feelings out. I'm also back to drawing. Prob. also doing some sort of media like film or whatnot. I've become very involved with school as u can see.

I guess I've had such strong feelings about so many things lately. I feel like my chest is going to explode. I dont know how to keep it all in me.

I bought my folks two tickets so they can go watch Luciano Pavarotti, since its his retirement tour and they've always enjoyed his music, I got them as an anniversary/ b-day present. It's made me feel really good. Out of all my confusions that's the only thing that's made sense in these past days, although it was kind of expensive, it has left me feeling great.

I guess I'm determined in certain things in my life. But the rest of me is just a world of emotions. My own little labyrinth. I get lost in it sometimes. My intuition is all I have. It acts against my eyes, whatever I think I'm observing never seems to be there. Funny isn't it?...

What road should I take?... I guess the statue of my life will eventually take the shape I give it, with that polish dust we make out of experience.

You know what kills me? I give it my all in all I do yet I always feel a big emptyness inside. Hopes of something I guess slipped away, like everything in life slips away...into memories...into labyrinths...